Quite A While.

I haven't updated this blog in so long, so many people that keep up with me through it must be wondering. So much has changed since the last time I wrote. More then a few simple things, more along the lines of major. Even more so with how they effect me. Things have left recently, I fucked up as normal and because of it lost Gianni, Pedro and Jacob, while I've gained back Kailynn, Tiffany and a few others. Through that phase, I've learned to cherish things a lot more and be more daring. Things are just so different now, not exactly harder, but not as easy. I once again have to step lightly in my journal, to learn my limits. Things are going decently though, better then I first thought when I heard "You can't come back here." Memories still bother me, but I'm learning to be able to smile about them, knowing I was lucky to be able to have them at all, along with that, i'm working on making new ones. Being around Kailynn has already made and few, and this weekend at Brandonn's should make a couple more. Everytime I fall into a new set of friend's, people notice a change in me, I just wonder what this set will bring.Tomorrow, is finally, looking brighter after dealing with so much bullshit. I guess that all I can reaaly ask for, things just to be good again, for more happy memories.